Friday, January 09, 2009

ARRIVING

All day we migrate south.
First, a bus that trudges 
the blizzard, gathering 
angry passengers who bitch
about cancelled flights, airport delays, 
the snow ashes drowning the world,
and the fucking cold--no wonder
no one ever takes the bus! one shouts
as we prowl deeper into the storm,
blind and blurry wet.  We make
Midway five ours late, shivering
in serpentine rows lugging 
our baggage past gates of  
the stuck, the delayed, the postponed,
terminal's  an insane sleepover,
faces hypnotized and narcotized
by florescent gloom, deep sea creatures 
insulted by the endlessness of waiting
and the gray gathering of snow, 
anxious and apprehensive, the phantasmagorical
huddled hordes, each seeking asylum
somewhere else.  The announcements 
arrive in muffled staccato, more
delays, cancellations, gate changes, 
and with each garbled message 
a wave of discontent washes 
through the terminal like
an anguished flood.  This 
should not be happening.
We deserve better, don't we?
But when our plane finally arrives
like some great ghost 
from the cold migraine,
a hideous phantom, 
an icy monster, 
an antediluvian horror 
in the fog, we board, 
in silence and shame--gone 
are the flamingo dreams  and conch shell 
cocktails, glimmers of pink crab bisque 
and sand dollars, palm trees 
and sun-drenched cabanas 
and manatees floating
gracefully in cabbages and 
mangrove swamps.  All of these 
fantasies have been rubbed free 
of the minds' wrinkles. We rise 
into the night, exhausted 
and transported into the great darkness 
that surrounds us all, the absolute zero 
of our lives, alone and drifting south, 
into the starless flowered land,
the land of hibiscus and camellias, 
of gladioli and exotic banyan trees, 
of Florida, that  great dying land 
where we all must go to die
some day.  

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