As the Robert Noble is unmoored, a
heron, standing on the jetty rocks, spreads
his great wings, a curious omen, of
what?  Darkness?  Our doom?  That we are fated
for some tragic end?  Who knows?  We sway and 
nudge each other in ways we dare not
on shore--the ferry invites us to share 
our bodies as we  join the waves, strangers
in the wake and volume of our lives, we
are always departing into this cool
blue existence, aren't we?, this "This is who
I am!" and "That is what I was!", as if
the very sense of being empties itself 
into the widening gulf, this bay of being.
Here in this buoyancy you are blind
to the future, this now unraveling 
in the foam and sway is the only now
that ever was, waves splashing the sandbar  
and shoals, what a pleasure to be freed 
from the tyranny of time!  That buoy
bobbing off starboard is not is not a warning
or a marker but a sign of affirmation!
No regrets!  No danger here!  Bird Island
creeps up from the horizon with its
long-billed ibis and egrets stalking the shores
and here, swooping across the deep blue, 
a string of white pelicans, they, too, are 
immigrants escaping memory.  We 
are floating in consciousness itself, Gravel
Island, Hog Island, they all slide past like
so many lives we once led, no regrets!,
until the engines slow and the ferry turns
and we dock again, the lines are fastened 
and we join the the great sadness, the weight
of our souls, something we know that pulls us
where we do not want to go.
 
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