Saturday, July 31, 2010

SUNDAYS


Sunday mornings, 4:30am,

walking past the last houses on the hill

painted in psychedelics, purple haze

and sunshine acid orange, redbud gold,

abandoned by the paper mills hippies and

left to squatters—those houses with the stark

and narrow windows, yellow shades, bloodshot

porch lights, one house filled with cubist nudes,

deconstructed whores languishing in

celluite and cigarettes, waiting all night

as the fuckfest continues in the great room

while the Rolling Stones bang out “Gimme Shelter”

and the Allman Brothers play “Ramblin’ Man.”  

Next door a roach squalor booze fest, bottles

of Wild Turkey and Cactus Jack and shattered

Mad Dog, it’s all Merle Haggard and Dean Martin

and “Little Ole Wine Drinker, Me.”  Now it’s

a philosopher’s den, epistemologists

and phenomenologists, goggle-eyed

anarchists and neo-Platonists holding court,

rolling Bugler cigarettes and drinking

Carling Black Label and chomping cold

french fried pickles, it’s Chopin’s etudes,

Ravi Shankar ragas, and of course The Doors,

“The Peace Frog” and “WASP (Texas Radio and

the Big Beat)”.  Then the graveyard.  The long

descent into the darkness and the city’s

stillness, the cold wrought iron fence,

the hill busting through the iron spikes as if

the dead, burgeoning underground, seek

redemption. The stones and mausoleums

of the city’s great fathers and sinners

are not haunted, they’re just buried in

bottle rockets and spent rubbers and

Michigan dirt. Comatose, like the city,

like the bums in the rail yard seeking

their hovels, the psychotics released from

the State Hospital for the Insane

scurrying in sumac like opossums

from the hill’s pre-dawn corona.  Cross

the tracks and spill into the main drag,

furniture stores and failed banks, and finally

the News Agency, where bundles of papers

wait among bleeding-eye men squatting in

Greyhound diesel fumes, news from Chicago,

Detroit, Cleveland, LA, New York, everywhere

that matters but here.  Switch on the neon

sign and the first drunks and scholars and

stoners stumble in from the pureness of Sunday,

sanctimonious, baptized and redeemed.

The headlines confess that the day’s begun,

like every other, interminable, precious

and smeared across flesh and cheap newsprint,

desperate for the future.

Friday, July 02, 2010

TURCOTT'S LANDING

After the coke bust the owners 
absconded to Patagonia, so 
the house was up for grabs until Turk 
and Posthumus parked their Econolines
on Sugarloaf bluff.  There were parties 
every night, skinny dipping in the pool, 
fucking in the hot tub,  shagging 
on the carpet to the Moody Blues 
because the Turk loved the Moody Blues
and when someone dropped an M-80 
in the pool and fired roman candles 
from the diving board like a stoned 
statue of liberty my new girlfriend 
and I snuck down to the lake drinking 
Annie Green Springs peach wine and shivering 
in the shallows, slick minnows on our skin.
We waded through cattails all muddy 
and naked in darkness.

Later it was girls in halters smoking 
Virginia Slims and snorting lines 
and guys drinking flaming shots of wild turkey  
and getting all philosophical, tits and 
death and weed, and the Turk, the visionary, 
was going to hitchhike to Mexico
to find the real shit, something to smooth 
the wrinkles in your brain, blind-your-inner-eye 
stuff, divinity.

This is how we ushered in our new era, 
making way for the new millennium, 
a new paradigm, the new order, the 
revolution: the gypsies were no longer 
gypsies but an orgy of lotus eaters.
We astonished ourselves not so much at 
our ecstasy or our excess but our 
clumsiness, our awkwardness, the algae scum 
in our hair, the claymuck  on our feet, 
our cold wrinkled fingertips and groins.  
We were suddenly the drug of each other's 
flesh, and that terrible craving 
afterwards.